
It happens every time.
Whether it’s the anniversary of September 11, 2001 or simply a special on TV or a documentary from that day, the images always stop me in my tracks.
Tonight it was the History channel airing an incredible blend of video from 9/11. Just plain, raw footage and the flood of memories returning with every view from that awful day.
Everyone here in the heartland knew it was awful and we could feel some of the pain from afar, but it was nothing compared to what the spouses, children, parents and friends of the victims felt, and still feel. We all tried to put ourselves in those shoes, and in a strangely ironic way, it brought us closer to the mourners.
As a photographer, I just wanted to take pictures of something. There were no destroyed buildings or elaborate shrines to the 9/11 victims to photograph here in South Dakota, but if you paid attention, there were plenty of ways that 9/11 showed itself visually way out here in middle America.
For me, it came three days after 9/11. The huge celebration to unveil a new WWII momument in Pierre was to go on as planned on 9/15, and I made my way west to cover the event and gather photos for our upcoming book, Blue Stars. As I sat watching the endless news coverage of 9/11 late that Friday evening, I got up and started to head for bed. But something strange happened; I had the sudden urge to throw the cameras in the car and head over to Pierre to see if anything was going on at the monument site. To this day I don’t know why this urge came over me…but I’m glad it did.
As I neared the Capitol building, I saw a huge crowd gathered at the football field. It was Pierre’s homecoming game, and as the scoreboard ticked down to zero, I saw that they had gotten clobbered by the Sioux Falls Lincoln Patriots. I thought there might be some photos there, so I parked and started to walk down to the field.
As I entered the gate, nearly all of the lights in the stadium went dark. The players stood in long lines on their respective sidelines, and slowly the stadium filled with the distinctive pinpricks of light that candles provide. I had unknowingly stumbled into a candlelight vigil.
I got shivers when I realized that this was why I was prodded out of that warm, comfortable chair and into the cold drizzle. I instinctively started to shoot.
The Pierre players walked across the field where they had just been beaten, and proceeded to silently light the candles of their opponents in a show of solidarity. It was an incredible moment, and even without the photographs I doubt I’d ever forget that sight.
When I returned home, I had an email from a photo editor at USA Today asking if I’d found anything interesting to shoot over the weekend that pertained to 9/11. They ran a double-truck photo spread of post 9/11 memorials from across the country the next day, and the shot above was one of them.
What got me out of that chair? I have no idea. I’m just glad I was able to play a small part in showing South Dakota’s own mourning to the rest of the world.